Abdullah Sameer – My Journey From Islam

أَلَا يَعْلَمُ مَنْ خَلَقَ وَهُوَ اللَّطِيفُ الْخَبِيرُ Does He who created not know, while He is the Subtle, the Acquainted? (67:14)

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Why I left Islam – Core Issues

These are the main issues I found with Islam.  If you want to understand the real problems I found, start here.


Dialogues and discussions I had after leaving Islam.  Some thoughts


These are not why I left Islam.  They are reflections after leaving Islam.  Keep in mind that even if I was completely wrong about every single one of these, it would not make me come back to Islam.  As a Secular Humanist, I find these to be troubling issues we find and they seem to show that Allah is not the intelligent supreme being that sent us a beautiful wise religion but rather a 7th century invention with barbaric rules and orders that matched that early era but do not belong in today’s world.


Sometimes history is not what it seems

My videos

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My journey from Islam
Evil eyes, magic, and jinns
Muhammad – Allah’s Favorite Prophet
The Eternal Damnation of Hell
Jesus in Islam, The Copy-Pasted Prophet
adoption_zainab_thumbAdoption and Zainab
On Criticizing Religion
Creation Myths, The Big Bang, and the Quran
Punishment for Adultery In Islam
Part 1
Part 2
Is there such a thing as free will?
On Mindfulness
On daylight hours, prayers and moon sightings
Muslim Community’s response to me leaving Islam
Some thoughts on why people become religious

Ismailism to Sunnism

The Story of LightUponLight and VerseByVerseQuran

Story of Noah
Purpose and Meaning of Life
My life as a Muslim In Canada, Secularism and freedom of religion Was Prophet Muhammad a pedophile? Cheryl – How I became Muslim and my husband leaving Islam

God sent us his words. Can we know what he meant?

God sent us his words. Can we know what he meant?
Understanding the text must be based on rules.
Even the rules to understand the text of God are subjective and can be debated. Let’s look at one such example.
Can women be witnesses or not? As normal people we would allow this and not question such a thing. But if we have a revelation from God, suddenly even mundane normal things are under investigation now.
Imam Shafii concluded females can be witnesses only for financial matters (because that’s the example the Quran said). He concluded this based on a rule called “Negatively Implied Meaning”
Imam Abu Hanifa, on the other hand did not accept Negatively Implied Meaning. He allowed female witnesses in all areas of law.
Which is right? Both are mutually exclusive. Either female witnesses are allowed only in finance matters, or in all areas of law.
Imagine you are God. You have to carefully pick and choose the best words of your final revelation to send to humanity, that they will have to memorize and pass on.
Would you decide to put in “And if there are not two men [available], then a man and two women from those whom you accept as witnesses – so that if one of the women errs, then the other can remind her.”
Putting this condition for two female witness like an relatively unimportant thing for God to reserve space for in his final revelation. How long would such a rule be useful for, anyway?
Imagine the mental cost involved in bringing this word of God into the 21st century. People had to memorize this phrase and pass it on from generation to generation until today’s time. To this day people will recite
“so that if one of the women errs, then the other can remind her.”
Can we truly know what was God intending? Make an educated guess?
And what should the rules be to decide such things? Can we ever do any better than “best guess”?
What benefit did God bring here? Is there any actual reason why you would need two witnesses for women instead of one man? Why mention that she may forget? What is unique about women that they may forget? Do not women have just as good memories as men?
Men throughout the ages have been the arbitrator of God’s word. They have told us what to believe and how to believe God’s revelation. The reality is that at best, it’s only a guess.
Don’t claim to be so arrogant to clearly think that only your understanding is right. You may just have different subjective rules you are using to understand it.
References From “Misquoting Muhammad”:
Shafi‘i and his followers also innovated a new interpretive method for deriving rules from scripture. Known as ‘Negatively Implied Meaning’ (mafhum al-mukhalafa), it held that if the Qur’an or Hadiths made a positive statement about a thing, then the negative held true for all else. For example, the Qur’an encourages those agreeing on a loan to set down their agreement in writing and to ‘take two witnesses from among your men or, if there are not two men, then one man and two women.’ If one of the two women became confused, the Qur’an explains, the other could remind her (4:282). Because the Qur’an specifies women as possible witnesses in the case of financial matters, Shafi‘i concluded these were the only cases in which women could serve as witnesses in court. According to Negatively Implied Meaning, ordering Muslims to take women in one situation meant forbidding them in all others (with the exception of cases of necessity, such as exclusively female domains, for example, witnessing childbirth). Abu Hanifa, on the other hand, did not accept Negatively Implied Meaning. He allowed female witnesses in all areas of law except some cases of capital or severe corporal punishment, which he disallowed based on a Kufan consensus against this.

Responding to the Odd/Even Math Miracle of the Quran

One of the claims regarding the Quran is there is a checksum on it.

What is a checksum?  Well it’s an integrity check, a way for an author to sign or “seal the envelope” in order to indicate that the message has not been tampered with. A very simple checksum would be for example if I put the total word count at the bottom of this article.  When you get to the bottom you can see if the number matches the words in this article and you can confirm its correct.  However this wouldn’t be very tamper proof as you could change all of the words and maintain the same number in order to still pass the checksum. A better checksum would be to assign each letter a value (A is 1, B is 2 and so on) and then put the total at the end.  This would be better, but it’s still very weak as someone could tamper with it as long as they kept the same number of letter uses the same it would still pass the checksum.  Nevertheless the point should be clear.


The so-called mathematical miracle of the Quran

Some people claim there are mathematical miracles to the Quran in terms of number of times words appear to be the same.  The reason I never bothered responding to such a claim is because it’s such a weak argument. It was never used historically and is an overall lame argument. Just because you find some patterns in the book does not mean it had a divine author.  I am sure if you pick up any book including Shakespeare you will find some interesting coincidences, intentionally put in there or otherwise.   If anyone actually spent the time to count the words you would see it’s really a case of cherrypicking and stretching the data to fit the narrative.


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Letter from a Gay Muslim

A friend of mine who is gay sent me a letter anonymously telling me about his struggles being gay.  His life is difficult because of his feelings towards the same sex.  Despite this he managed to get married to a woman and he ignores his feelings for the same sex and tries to live life as a good Muslim. He does not act on his urges and feels that Allah will forgive him for whatever feelings he has in his heart.
Now, I presume God knew what he was doing when he made people gay.  Clearly this guy did not choose to be gay, and clearly none of us choose to be straight.  If Islam (and Christianity and Judaism) are from God, why would God do such a cruel thing of making people gay and then making them suffer by saying they cannot act on their feelings.  If homosexuality is a private matter and does not hurt anyone, why does God need to forbid it.  If its so horrible, why are people born this way?  Rather it’s a natural thing that among the variety of people, sometimes people are born gay.   Sometimes people are even born with both male and female sexual organs.  It happens.  These people deserve to live happy lives just like us straight people do.

As far as we know there is no way to cure ‘gayness’.  No known method – shock treatment or otherwise seems to work.

The fact that the American Psychological Manual DSM-IV used to classify it as a mental disorder but no longer shows that we have learned from our errors.   You cant pick and choose and say “look it was a disorder” but ignore the fact that science makes progress over time and we know better now.

Responding to Hitting Women Thats Messed Up By Noman Ali Khan

Responding to a video called “Hitting Women – That’s Messed Up by Nouman Ali Khan”

Why did he make such a video – Because the Quran mentions hitting women and it’s actually embarrassing for Muslims now.  Especially with the narrative that Islam brought women more rights.  As well, it’s a real issue among Muslims that the Quran is used as a justification for hitting women.